Alone not alone

When you’re surrounded by people, but you still feel lonely
They leave you alone in the crowd for a minute and you get lost in your introversion
Why am I not on the same frequency?
Why does everyone seem to go one way and me the other?
I came to the party with my husband, our relationship is very good
We are always partners for everything and we have very similar tastes
Here at this party his brother is the organizer
So my husband is helping to register the event
I’m alone now, surrounded by at least 200 people, there are so many people that I feel uncomfortable
So many people so close yet so far away
Hey, I’m here, can anyone see me?
I’m going there to get some air, enjoy nature a little
Don’t worry about me, it’s alright, I just came to get some fresh air
Surrounded by people, where I look
I’ll start noticing the details of the environment
Did you see that old coffee-colored motorcycle?
I liked the matte black bikes, they would match my eletrical guitar, they are very beautiful by the way
The music is very loud here, it bothers me a little
This style of music doesn’t suit me so much
I’m going there to get some more air
Oh how good to see the wind beating over the pines
Have you seen how fast the clouds are moving today?
Don’t worry, it’s ok, I just came to relax a little of the noise, look, I don’t even want to drink, I’m super fine
Saw that horse down on the farm, sometimes he seems like to stop to hear people
There were people playing ball and a dog that played a lot
There was even a guy who treated the fish in the pond
Now let’s go inside the pub
I feel even more pressured
People one step away
Where could I look now, there are so many people
If I look one way I’ll face people, if I look the other way, I’ll face people
What’s on the ceiling?
Look, there are some colored bands representing the German flag
I can’t observe much anymore, people are very close
I think I’ll look retardated looking at the ceiling
Now almost everything is ready to start another band
I came to the event just because of them
I love the feeling they have on stage
Everyone plays well, the guitarist is almost from another planet
I love to see them play
Today I am not so comfortable singing and dancing
Maybe the drink would have helped to relax
But I had to travel later
Damn how well they play
My dream one day is to play as well as him
Of course the guitar player is practically a legend
But dreaming doesn’t cost
If I can be part of a band someday it would be cool
The band is ending, it was really cool
Of course if I wasn’t so clogged (cold flu) it would have been a better feeling
But you can enjoy it, even if watching and listening
Now we’re almost leaving, band is over
Let’s say hi to our guitar teacher
It’s the most famous guitar player I know personally
I never saw him alone
We were talking to him later, his wife is super sweet
I think we’re getting in the way, maybe it’s impression, or not
Well now let’s really go home